ok.. whatever

So Im in a good mood.. or something there abouts.. but today has been a long day of thinking.. Decisions decisions.. but Im not making any of them for once.. So I heard a little story today.. And quite frankly I was astonished with the honesty and simplistic integrity of it all.. Its always good to throw out the details for once and just let the overall big picture come in a blow down their houses... I will support him in his decision... I will support her in her decision.. I love them both.. Obviously.. but not responsibly... I am no one to blow a whistle.. I say go with the flow.. and whichever way life takes you.. Know that I will always be here for you whenever and wherever you are.. Damn that sounded cheesey like that Titanic song.. Subliminal messages from one friend to another.. Not subliminal but maybe secret squirrel messages.. To let you know.. that I know... and fathomable realities and "codes of conduct" will keep me silent.. but I am here always.. Let me in to dish sometime..Sometimes I feel hurt to realize that I know so little about those that I love.. But sometimes secrets can keep even the most tired awake at nite pondering tomorrow and all the tomorrows after.. Amor vincit insomnia my dears... Shocked but not surprised at the same time.. Its all a big puzzle of words... Behind which door lie the booby prize.. and which the truth? I wont ask directly...but indiscreetly.. through more puzzles of words.. and if you fail to respond.. My love and friendship to you will not falter a bit.... Sometimes I think in being discreet, we speak volumes louder that if we were dissecting it openly for the world to see.. But this is my way of saying.. "I get it.. and I'm here if you need me.." And wether my support is wanted or welcomed its there regardless.. and please both of you... know that I am always someone you can call a friend.. Late ^_^

Funny Little Noises...

So I met Nick today @ the Kettle to "talk" ... It was a very interesting conversation.. very deep.. and very "what-if-ish" Bu aside from that.. I was talkin to John.. and here's what came about from that Life is a Poem"I wish you were here with me dizzily looking up at the stars"he saidand she laughedand wished she were there too."i wish i could do a backflip""why?" she asked" ive always wanted to... ""What else do you wish ?" she asked"I wish... I wish I always knew what to say""You do.. sometimes .." she replied"..the past and the present.. and the future.. but the minute the questions asked of me.. i always pause.." he said..."why did i get up?" she laughed"to spin around again..." he said" i love this song,..." she said"i can tell its on repeat..." he replied" its one of those songs that ease you.. a soothing sound.." he said" of course its REM... so what else?" she asked" i wonder why trees look like broccoli..""no what else do u wish" she laughed" i wish everything was perfect...by some definitionbecause there is no reality of perfect..it just depends on ur definition..."i wish... that nobody ever lied.. "he said.." i wish that there was never a dull moment..."" if everythings perfrect though... theres nothing to keep you entertained.." he said" i wish that we always stay like this" she said"like this?" he said" mmmhmmm..." "this is my perfect...." she said"yes..."Tee hee and all that jazz... Late ^_^